{"id":57,"date":"2022-05-08T20:31:07","date_gmt":"2022-05-08T20:31:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/blog\/i-never-knew\/"},"modified":"2024-01-10T22:01:58","modified_gmt":"2024-01-10T22:01:58","slug":"i-never-knew","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/blog\/i-never-knew\/","title":{"rendered":"I Never Knew\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I never knew\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"483\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/ColoringEggs.jpg?resize=500%2C483&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2851 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/ColoringEggs.jpg?w=500&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/ColoringEggs.jpg?resize=300%2C290&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>I never knew you stayed up all night praying down high fevers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know you were sometimes scared to death that I might not \u201cturn out.\u201d What if\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I never knew you cried out desperately to God when you were at your wit\u2019s end with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know you had teary conversations with dad into the wee hours of the morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had no idea you fell into bed exhausted at night hoping for a good night\u2019s sleep and enough strength to do it all over again tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I never knew you offered up literally thousands of prayers on my behalf!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know you searched scripture to meet your need in \u201cthat season\u201d and desperately clung to those promises when I was wayward.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text has-media-on-the-right is-stacked-on-mobile\"><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>I never knew you had such bliss watching me open presents on Christmas morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know you loved making my favorite breakfast or how much joy you got just seeing me happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I never knew you were so upset at the thought of me being too big to sit on your lap anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know your heart tugged when I asked you to stop doing the Easter jelly bean trail for me because I was too grown up for that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had no idea that a lot of times you said yes, when deep down you really really wanted to say no.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t know how much of your valuable time you invested into my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I never knew how much you desperately, completely, unconditionally love me. (And still do.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I NEVER KNEW.<\/p>\n<\/div><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"891\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=891%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2849 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=891%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 891w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=261%2C300&amp;ssl=1 261w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=768%2C883&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=1336%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1336w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?resize=600%2C690&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?w=1670&amp;ssl=1 1670w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 891px) 100vw, 891px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/Mothersdaypic2.jpg?ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2852 size-full\"\/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>I never thanked you enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How could I?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How can one thank a woman who gave her entire self away to invest in the squishy little peanut in front of her\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2026who never knew.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>BUT NOW I KNOW!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2026because I became a MOTHER.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"\" style=\"white-space:pre-wrap;\">I never knew\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2849,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[139,355,276],"tags":[131,356,349,50,37,31],"class_list":["post-57","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-holiday","category-mothers-day","category-parenting","tag-holiday","tag-love","tag-mothers-day","tag-motherhood","tag-mothering","tag-parenting"],"acf":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/image22.jpeg?fit=1670%2C1920&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=57"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2853,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57\/revisions\/2853"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=57"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=57"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithfulandflourishing.org\/staging\/9315\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=57"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}